Tuesday, 9 February 2010

1875 Work, Simon Boccanegra, Super Bowl. Pickup on South Street

I have been giving myself a good and hard talking to at becoming self indulgent regarding my work and my existence in general. I devoted a great part of the weekend to researching, reflecting and learning about the TV series Lost at the expense of many others things, although I became fully engaged and produced thoughtful work and found my own approach to understanding what had had happened in the past with some indication of what mysteries are to be resolved, and questions answered, over the next three months. In part, learning which characters will have a role in the final series, and which characters, to-date, will not, could prove an important clue.

Having written the above late on Monday evening I embarked on two hours of activity which required physical exertion, a bonus. My first decision is to proceed with boxing completed work and making sure I know, what was where, from that already boxed. Now of course I do not mean taking up fisticuffs to my work but placing it in small reinforced cardboard boxes retained from the move, which amazes me is over five years ago.

I will allocate one to two hours a day for this from tomorrow, Tuesday February 9th, 2010 dividing the time between boxing completed work already on display, or laying loose on the floor, to make room for new work to be placed in the space then available, and sorting out what is where in the two kinds of boxes being used.

There are two kinds of boxes. The first are display boxes in Black for creative work, Blue for events and Red for confidential. The second are those used for the move and which will hold lever arch files containing six to ten sets of completed work covering a theme or area of interest. These are functional and can be stacked within storage areas and I have settled on the small attic room with fitted wardrobe to one side and floor to ceiling shelving on the other for this. Organising this room ked to the overdue task of sorting old clothing, keeping some as part of the project to reveal my changes in weight and past choices and giving the remainder to charities. About once a fortnight since arriving a charity has left a collection bag at every house on the hill, almost as frequently as a leaflet advertising a meal delivery service. I have kept a record and todate 54 different firms have circulated their latest offers and menu and several provide updates on a regular basis. I decide to keep a record of the charities requesting clothing. I also have a supply of blankets and bedding which will be reviewed.

There was an ulterior motive behind the sort of everything on floor of my downstairs work room as three items had gone stray. Two have been recovered. A wireless mouse which I use for the lap attached to the TV. My original intention was to spend the latter part of this evening watching any Portillo Great British railways series programmes from his fourth journey. Alas I discover that all but one is left and this of an earlier series already covered, so that ends that. Is there a DVD set in the offing me thinks?

The second item is a small memory card of 64 MB which can hold 12 mins of film or between 100 and 300 photographs depending and their quality. The third, and so far, still to be found item, is the other chargeable battery for the camera. I use the camera to photograph completed work as well as to record places and experiences, and as the recording of work is boring I tend to do in batches while watching TV, so having two batteries has been useful, but not the end of the world if I cannot find the latter, but it irritates me as the loss occurred in one room at home. Its whereabouts remains a puzzle.

My preliminary sort out covering all three floors of the house led to another decision to junk decided to junk a pile of catalogues, travel brochures and such like where I like to keep the latest. This proved not straightforward, because I need to retain a cover, and some of the contents to form part of the work project in the development sets. If I die tomorrow or when the work is completed sufficiently to put on exhibition, should I choose to do so during my lifetime, the catalogues will indicate interest aspects of my personality and experience at this period of my life and therefore to throw out the catalogues without listing them would removed the attempted completeness of what I am doing. I am so resolved by undertaking this activity albeit late into the evening that I confident it will be carried through the days and weeks until Spring and early summer. Now to the rest of the weekend review

I have had three long days in succession. Saturday 6th February commenced with a reasonable start although the night before had been interrupted. The morning and early afternoon was devoted to work on Lost and cleaning the bathroom and kitchen in preparation for a service visit for the central heating system and the cooker on Monday. The bathroom got a deep clean and I remain pleased with the effort and outcome. The kitchen less so but the floor got a wash and the work surfaces well cleaned.

I had intended to leave earlier than I did for my evening out and decided not to visit the main supermarket for cooking oil and Wilkinson to see if they had restocked of Black display albums. Then on impulse I so put the oil back and went along Fredericke street which as street parking on one side and called in at an Asian store just before closing and purchased a small bottle of olive oil to use with the ready made up vegetable stir fry which I planned to use with some lamb chops for Sunday lunch. I then forgot some stir fry sauce so had to use a little ginger until calling in at the supermarket on Monday afternoon for postage stamps and salami. I used the rest of the stir fry to accompany pork chops for the evening meal on Monday with a packet of spicy oriental sauce to which I added some ginger. All this talk of food makes me hungry and I will have a bowl of Muesli cereal rather than salami slices in crackers. But then relented on opening the fridge for the milk!

As the area to the west of Fredericke Street and the river is being redeveloped with the former Plessey factory site cleared Fredericke is getting a face lift with some of the derelict shops being brought back to life although between a third and half the street is still to be brought back into use.

I arrived at the Heworth car park outside the metro and bus station around 5.15 pm, staying in the car to drink soup from a flask and salami rolls with mustard. I parked next to the ticket machine with required fee on the dashboard. I then saw not one, but two, ticket wardens coming over to check the windscreens of the few cars parked around me so I got out and was about to put the money in the machine when one of the two called out to say there was no charge if I was remaining sitting in the car. I explained I was having a meal before going to a theatre in Newcastle by the Metro. I completed the purchase of the ticket and placed on the dashboard. as it was not one those which you attach to the windscreen, and thought nothing more of it until return just before 10pm to be alerted by two of the taxi drivers in the nearby rank that I had been given a parking ticket. The £50 fine reduced to £25 if paid within 14 days was issued because a correct ticket was displayed. I had left the ticket upside down. I assume this was from a different warden as the fine notice was timed just before eight pm when the payment period ended. A complicated two stage appeal process is listed on one side of the ticket which I will follow.

The purpose of my visit to Newcastle was to see a relay of the Metropolitan Opera House, New York, production of Simone Boccanegra with the internationally renowned tenor, Placido Domingo, in the title role, using his baritone registers, and with James Morris playing his Nemesis.

I must admit that I did not enjoy the evening. It was exceptionally hot in a packed auditorium so I quickly became tired and had to fight dozing off. The seats in Classics stall are not as comfortable as those in the Circle and do have full backs and head rests and have no space between seats or pairs of seats so one has to take care not to take the space of neighbours. None of this would have mattered if the work had been entertaining with memorable songs and a visual spectacle in support.

The sets and clothes are sumptuous, richly textured and designed in reds and browns, and the scenery used to create the palace reception room for the Doge and the courtiers, is amazing, because of its size, and the impressive decorated ceiling. The singing of the principals - two baritones, a tenor and a soprano, was brilliant and the emotional performance of Domingo extraordinary and exceptional. The music is powerful and there are moments of passion and tenderness but not one memorable tune. The performers all spoke of their enthusiasm for the Opera and I can see why it is the choice of singers and musicians and I can say I have attended a live performance of an opera with Placido Domingo, but it is not an opera I would wish to pay good money to see, although I will view a production on the Met Player at sometime, although there are others I wish to experience beforehand.

The plot is complicated. Boccanegra is a young upstart who has fathered a child with the daughter of the Doge, played by James Morris and who he wishes to marry but whose father has locked her away and regards Boccanegra with enmity.
The Doge has become unpopular with the courtiers and the people and two of the courtiers plot to remove him and place the popular hero Boccanegra in his place believing he will be able to become the power behind the throne, however over time Boccanegra becomes his own man.

Early on Boccanegra’s lover dies before they can marry and her father pleads to be able to bring up his grand daughter, Boccanegra refuses and the girl is brought up away from Boccanegra and hidden from her grandfather thus increasing his hatred for the usurper.

The first act is described as the prologue with an interval after thirty minutes of thirty minutes because of the need for the main characters to age by twenty five years and the major change of set required from outside to inside the Palace. The next act described as the first lasts for an hour with a short interval mid way, followed by the second long interval of 30 mins. I made my way up the stairs to the second floor for the gents and then to the third to the bar for a glass of Merlot while watching the scene change projected on the wall with the running down time clock, leaving when there were two minutes to go and getting into my seat with only 20 seconds to spare.

During the first interval Placido and Morris joked about the difficulty of pretending they were young men and this is achieved through a dark haired wig and make up. He and James Morris have been playing rivals and enemies for thirty five years!

The story develops that Boccanegra’s daughter brought up separately had in fact been brought up by the former Doge under his assumed name of Grimaldi away from Genoa, but this fact is unknown to both father and grandfather. Moreover the former Doge, the daughters fiancée and Paulo Albiani a goldsmith and the courtier who had brought Boccanegra to power are all involved in a complicated plot to bring him down with Gabriele Adorno, the finance, one of two assassins. The complication is that having been reunited with her father, Paolo suggests to Gabriele that she had been abducted and seduced by the Doge.

There is then a period which unfortunately from my viewpoint Gabriele reveals himself to be a chauvinistic pig as well as an assassin. He demands to know if the Doge has taken his fiancée by force or seduction, proclaiming that if this is so, he will having nothing more to do with her. This should have wrung alarm bells with the young woman and abandoned the rat. Instead she reveals herself as cunning and manipulative attempting to achieve the best of best worlds by finding a way to maintain both relationships and bring the two men together. The problem is that Paulo has poisoned the drink of the Doge which produces a long painful death with stretches almost throughout the last act. Paolo gets his just deserts and Adorno and Boccanegra are reconciled to the extent that the couple are able to marry with his blessing and Boccanegra insists that Adorno is appointed the next Doge at his death. Moreover the former Doge Jacopo Fiasco who has reappeared in Genoa is also brought to a new understanding and is entrusted in ensuring that Boccanegra wishes for his son in law are respected and brought to fruition. The brilliance of Placido Domingo is that he able to make the story, and his role, believable.

The highlight of the weekend was however Super bowl XLIV in which the New Orleans Saints, attending the contest for the first time and as champions of the National Football League, defeated the American Football League Champions, the Indianapolis Colts by 31 points to 17, having come from a 10.0 lead at the end of the first quarter. I had not intended to watch the event live which meant staying up until 3am but I shared the view of the majority of people in the USA, outside of Indie fans who wanted New Orleans to win for three very different reasons. The foremost is that the city, the state of Louisiana and the south east oft he UDA is still recovery from the devastation of Hurricane Katrina. The second reason is that the Saints have only recently become a good team had never been to a superbowl and were regarded as the underdogs and now a great team and the third that the owner of the Colts transported them overnight from Baltimore to the new prestige Lucas oil stadium which is to hold the Superbowl in 2012 with the 2013 event to be held in New Orleans at the very stadium which was use to house hurricane refugees. The background of the two teams was the difference with one professionals with a great offensive team led by what many consider to be one of the great quarterbacks of all time while New Orleans was also a team of professional, but with a mission beyond furthering their individual careers or team, but aware that the morale of a city, a state and a region was at stake.

I first came to enjoy American football in the 1980’s when whole games were shown live on TV. I made two visits to Wembley stadium in London to see pre season warm up games and visited Gateshead who, and may still have a team in the British league version which existed for a time and may still do. I supported the Chicago Bears in part because of a defensive player called the Fridge and also the San Francisco 49ers after being given one of their shirts as a Christmas present. I learnt more about the sport after getting a computer game played and fro a time it rivalled my interest in football. Over the past five years I having been preoccupied in my work and competing programmes to watch many live games during the season and then the playoffs involving the two separate leagues

Because of the national interest the games was watched by an audience of over 100 million in the US alone, the largest TV audience in the history of that country and also shown in some 30 other countries including China, Japan, Australia and New Zealand, Russia and the UK as well as Canada and Mexico Brazil and Chile,

For the third year in succession the national anthem was sung by a winner of American Idol- Carrie Underwood, Jordan Sparks and Jennifer Hudson. Queen Latifah sang an odd version of America is Beautiful and The Who provided the half time entertainment. Jerry Rice and Emmett Smith two of the 2010 Hall of Fame new entrants participate in the pre game coin toss. $100 million dollars of merchandise was pre-sold to indicate the extent to which the event is the biggest sporting event in the US Calendar, greater than Baseball and Basketball.

The highlight of the game came in the fourth quarter when just as the commentators were remaking about the overall lack of mistakes and turnovers Tracy Porter intercepted a pass from manning at the 26th yard to run the 76 yards to gain a touch down and force the Saints to get two touchdowns and conversions to go into extra time. For a few minutes it looked as if this might be on as the Saints drove all the way to within three yards. However there was then disaster because with pass interference they were pushed back to 10 yards and their last effort went through the hands of the receiver incomplete. At that point there was nothing more to do than to let the lock run down the remaining time and accept defeat. Then the celebrations commenced and the people of New Orleans were out on the street starting the Mardi Gras over a week early.

Having got up early the gas man did not come until midday but stayed longer than anyone giving the cooker the boiler a thorough clean and arranging for an electrician come and check the downstairs switch which had become temperamental, due to a loose wire. The visits were a bonus in two ways because I learnt that it was wise to keep the light on as in severe weather the boiler is designed to switch itself on to avoid freezing. The visit also provided an opportunity to get the ceiling light fixed in the day room although discovered that it looks as if the tube was a dud after replacing the starter. I will leave the tube until Wednesday when I get a 10% every little helps discount.

This brings me to a Richard Widmark film whose title I noted somewhere and hope to find. ( Pickup on South Street 1953). He plays a pick pocket just out of jail for the third time and facing life if he is caught. He makes the mistake of then take the purse of a woman whose dominating male partner has got her to pass micro film of a valuable formula to the enemy and who was under a surveillance, hoping to find out who the main culprits were. The girl takes a shine to Widmark and tries to help him keep to the straight and narrow as well as break free from her boyfriend, Widmark is a kind villain who does not carry a gun compared to the boyfriend who is a nasty villain and who does but both are recidivist criminals. The dividing question is Widmark also a traitor to his country in other ways. It can be argued that being a criminal is being a traitor to one’s country although not as damaging as selling or giving secrets away. This is typical of USA film making at the time and an obsession to this day that it is better to be dead than red and that anything which is true Christian or is social motivated is quasi communist and must be defeated.

Almost to the last moment the character still finds it difficult to give up making a small fortune from having got hold of the microfilm. What tips the balance is when the girl is beaten up and nearly killed and that she held out to protect him. Finally he gets he message and puts himself in arms way to help the Feds capture the next villain up in the spy chain. He wins the girl but the city cops reckon it won’t be long before he offends again and gets life inside. Great fun but a good performance from Widmark.

Monday, 8 February 2010

1380 Spartan and connecting computer to TV

Yesterday May 21st 2008, was a day of three parts and contrary to expectations a very English kind of day. I began writing before 8 am and I have had breakfast and will shortly go out with my camera, to get the TV PC connections before returning home and if possible the summer season programme for the parks and the amphitheatre, then Prime Minister's Question Time, then something such as going to Newcastle or Bolden, although this may be ambitious given the early start. I am not enthusiastic about the Champions League game which has two European Teams based in England, competing for the title in Russian where the owner of one made his wealth and continues to have many interests with neither club managed or owned by English men. It is therefore a fiction, a delusion that there are two English teams in the contest although there are is a minority of l English and British world class players in both teams.

I enjoyed a good morning walk around town continuing the photographing of pubs, clubs and restaurants I checked out the bus times to Bolden and Durham and may go to the pictures later in the afternoon to see Doomsday at Bolden if complete other work beforehand. I acquired the audio and vision leads to connect the computer to the TV using the lap top.

14,00 I am listening to Gibraltar radio on the TV with on screen an aquarium screen saver, although accomplishing this was not without difficulty. I followed the instructions without being able to transfer a signal so I switched to attached to the desk top monitor and again there was no signal. I then worked out by a process of trial and error that I go to the control panel and set up so that the same picture is shown on lap top and separate monitor. Armed with this success I went back to the TV and repeated what I had done with almost similar success. There are two problems. The first is that the icons and type is large size and I have not yet worked how to do this. May try and sort this out after some other activities or leave to work on separately away from. The length of the leads means the lap top is on the floor and I will have to work out a better situation for undertaking other work. The other issue that the picture is not full screen which may be normal but worth checking out. Prime Minister's Question Time lacked some of the fire and hubble bubble of recent weeks, a day before the Crewe and Nantwich by-election which should be a better indication of the national position than the local government elections.

Unsurprisingly I became tired and instead of going out watch Spartan, yet another USA film denouncing its own Presidential and political system. This time while the film was enjoyable and and credible moments the story was too far fetched. I man can you imagine any of the living presidential candidates surrounding themselves with the kind of secret service upper echelons who would first pretend that the daughter of the President had died in a boating accident involving an older lover then try to assassinate her after she is taken from a brothel where she has taken to hang out and from where she is kidnapped by a middle east slave ring for young blonde western girls who do not realise who she is!

The story begins with Val Kilmer who was a master Gunnery Sergeant in the Marines helping out with preparing special forces fro a covert operation abroad and where two one trainee (black) and a knife fighting instructor (female) come to his attention. He is a clinical professional who know farms in the middle of no where but does not appear to have any family or friends. At the end of the training he is brought into the loop to find the Presidential daughter who had been kidnapped before the media find out, although the "authorities" know exactly what has happened top her and why and what Kilmer to lead them to her before she is taken out of the country.

What appears to be the back story is that Presidential has been having an extra marital affairs and both parents are so involved with politics that they have excluded their daughter from their lives and for some reason not satisfactorily explained although she appears to have a normal boy friend she mutilates her hair, goes for nights to work at a brothel and threatens to expose her father just as he is starting the re-election campaign. She is kidnapped because he uses her secret service detail to ensure the media did not find out about his extra marital affair and Kilmer is given two days to find her before she is due back at school. When despite several near misses and various shoot outs with the kidnappers, he fails to stop the girl being taken out of the country, the decision is taken to kill one of her college professors and a girl/woman who both can die, allegedly as lovers (their bodies are found naked) and no one asks questions, especially the President and his wife whose mourning does not appear to interrupt their campaigning.

This is the point in the film where the two contacts made on the special course come back into the film. Amazingly Kilmer has accepted the new version of events despite evidence to contrary and returns to his farm as if nothing has happened but is traced there by the trainee who became part of the special mission unit, and who has evidence that the girl was not on the boat and arranges to go with Kilmer to where he can show him the evidence. At this point the man who set up the original rescue mission kills the trainee and thinks he has killed Kilmer. (He is also black to demonstrate that a black person in a senior position can commit murder as well as white's).
Kilmer then attempts to tell the first lady that her daughter is alive and meets the secret service woman who has effectively brought up the President's daughter from when she was a child and in another loose end does not appear the kind of woman who would have been taken away from protecting her charge who she regards as her own child, or to have allowed her get involved with the brothel. The woman persuades Kilmer to try and rescue the girl from her fate and he enlists the help of the knife fighting training sergeant who had pledged her support and personal interest on the training course.

They find the girl and rescue her although she does not want to be rescued or return to her family, which is in fact sensible as those who had faked her death are also on the trail wanting to kill her and her rescuers. They fail, and girl is rescued by some enterprising media outfit who inexplicably appears on the scene, but without realising what it is they are witnessing until they recognise the allegedly dead President's daughter. Although Kilmer kills the assassins he is wounded and the colleague who assist him also appears fatally wounded dying in his arms. The outcome is that the girl is returned to her "delighted" father and Kilmer disappears in disguise out of the USA to London. The title of film is explained by Kilmer who explains his one man operation that when the King of Sparta was asked by a friendly power to provide military help he would only send one man. One riot - one ranger. This is not an original concept in that the film director had used it in an earlier film House of Games and it is also the motto of the Texas Rangers. Other trivia is that the daughter of US Senator John Kerry had a small part in the film and a member of the US special ops Delta force was involved with providing technical advice. The film can also be regarded as a pilot for a subsequent TV series The Unit, modelled n the Delta Force.

Against my original inclination, I decided to watch the Champions League final, although my attention was half hearted during much of match until extra time and the penalty shoot out. Both teams missed simple opportunities to win the game. In the end the Chelsea Captain appeared to slip as he sliced his penalty kick against the post which would have won the penalty shoot out. This gave the initiative to Manchester United who succeeded when a Chelsea players missed his penalty and the glory went to United. It is said that both sets of fans paid an average of £1000 to get to the game which was played just before 11 pm local time to fit in with British TV coverage and which ended at 11 pm here and 2 pm there. Because there are not 50000 seats on planes, including charters, into Russia at anyone time from the Uk, people travelled to other airports and to other destinations with some flying to Beijing and taking the trans Siberian express. It is said that winning the game could be worth as much as £100million. Noticeable by his absence when the winners and losers received their medals was the owner of Chelsea who is Russian. One suspects he will not forgive their star striker who was sent off at the end of game for slapping the face of an opponent, nor is it suspected he will continue with his Manage who only managed to win the League Cup, push Manchester United for League Title until the last day of the season as show themselves to be the second best club in Europe for the year. Beings second is not good enough.

I then did some work including some fifty artman signature cards.

1379 A Man called Peter and Waking the Dead

This has been a good day, 18th May 2008, and for one moment, a strange day when a ghost returned to remind of dark days past, and overall I did not feel guilt or failure at the lack of time tabled progress in project work. Then this evening there was a fictional tale of recent reality horror which upset me greatly.

The day commenced early around 6 am having gone abed before midnight and a succession of getting’s up when it seemed that no sooner did I return to bed that I was awake and needing to get up again, although a hour or so had passed by.

The good surprise of the day was to switch on the TV after an excellent evening meal to find a one hour programme on the life of Alfred Wainwright. I first came across his Cumbrian guides on visiting the Lakes for the first time after arriving in the North East in 1974, although I had stayed at the family home of a friend in 1963 which overlooked Ullswater and I had sat for hours watching the clouds pass over the lake from a large picture window. Later I acquired one of his photo books about Scotland but although I looked longingly at his detailed map guides I never have made the opportunity to follow his footsteps. Then there was the brilliant TV series when Eric Robson, from this region, who accompanied him on some of his favourite walks and outlooks. The evening's programme was a balanced mixture of interviews and reminiscences, (including the delicious Sue Lawley who once interviewed me back in 1981 or 1982 for a London evening TV magazine programme) and fictionalised representations of aspects of his earlier life. The programme explained his background as part of a poor Mill family and community where he was able to break out by being bright at school and getting a post as an office boy for the local council, progressing as part of a Treasurer's department by going to evening classes and taking accountancy exams, going on holiday with his cousin to the Lakes, after saving £5 and dreaming of being able to live and walk as often as he wished.

He married a local girl and had a son, and then jumped at the opportunity of a job at Kendal where he progressed to become the Borough Treasurer,. The programme revealed why Wainwright was something of a recluse and avoided publicity until later on life. The main reason appeared to be that he liked his own company better than most other humans, although he had a love of animals as well as of the Hills and their viewpoints. The for his negative attitude towards others is revealed in an unpublished manuscript after realising early in his marriage that he had made a mistake and that his wife and he did not share interests, his approach to life, marriage and the position of women in society. The programme was more sympathetic to him than his former partner than it should have been. His response to what was for him an unhappy marriage was to work hard during the day and at weekends go off by himself on to the Fells, having decided he would not only climb everyone but make and publish a record with maps and a handwritten diary full of little quips, asides and observations on life. He was a methodical map, primarily a completer finisher, someone who set or had set goals and the meticulously worked out how to achieve the in the way intended and then did so, almost to the exclusion of everything else. He also had a creative streak but not an overpowering one, but he was not an over shaper or leader although he was to become so, because half a century later walkers in the Lakes still rely or his guides and swear that there are none better.

His first publication was a financial gamble and although the subsequent books were critically praised and quickly built up their following he remained a quiet man, intent on his task of thirteen years and avoiding publicity. His marriage ended after more than thirty years and there is no account pf what happened by her or his estranged son who he is said to have disinherited. The Wikipedia entry differs significantly from the TV programme in that it claims he did not meet his second wife until years after the break up, whereas the film suggests otherwise. In fact he encountered Betty fort he first time several years before they commenced a relationship when she wrote a fan letter saying how much she appreciated his books and reminding of when they had met. He had summed her to his office after she had booked a room for a paid period of time and then significantly over stayed the hiring. She is reported to have had the meeting with her daughter. While both still married they had met and commenced a relationship despite the significant difference in ages. He was said to have given her his secret manuscript in which he had revealed the kind of woman he hoped to meet and challenged her only to respond if she felt she was that individual and could fulfil his dream. They were subsequently to spend the rest of his life together, and although he continued to walk on his own further and further affield, they shared a joint passion for animals and used much of his wealth to create an animal shelter for cats and dogs which now bears his name, and she also encouraged him to continue his writing long into retirement. In fact his original seven books became million sellers worldwide and he commenced a succession of new projects on the Pennine Way and then perhaps his most creative and significant walk The Coast to Coast. from St Bees to Robin Hood's Bay passing through the Lakes, the Yorkshire Dales and the North York Moors to Robin Hood's Bay 190 miles and significantly longer than to the two coast to coast marches I undertook as a young man from Liverpool to Hull His walk was named the second best walks in the world in a survey of experts for Country Walking Magazine. He was a lucky man where hard work and dedication to the point of obsession brought financial and other rewards. He completed his original set task and the publication of his works brought him the kind of satisfying relationship he had dreamt off. He also found fame and recognition during his lifetime and his reputation is undiminished and is unlikely to do so.

There are 214 fells in the Lake District and getting to the top of everyone has become known as the WinWrite’s with a register kept of those who wished to record the feat, some 459 people, doing so and some 40 completing more than once with one individual over a dozen times. The youngest recorded was aged under seven years. The Wainwright Society was formed in 2002.

It was while looking at internet references that I downloaded a BBC news feature that Michael Joseph who had published the Cumbrian guides had decided to discontinue because of falling demand. I then spotted the headline "Abuse claims win compensation" which in curiosity I also downloaded only to then realise the date was 14th January 2003, five days after my aunt had been admitted to hospital and when a had returned for a family event lasting 24 hours to find her at death's door. The article referred to the settlement of the Class Action involving 15 Test cases and some 60 former children in which I had provided the evidence of corporate negligence with the assistance of an International Law firm and an International Human Rights Lawyer. Earlier in the day I had written to the Parliamentary and Health Ombudsman giving my response to the letter rejecting my request for their reports to the Health Minister to be amended or withdrawn and which also mapped out how I intended to proceed as a consequence, although I had not set out the time table of years which the task was likely to take and where from its outset I had not contemplated resolution or satisfactory outcome, but where I concluded it was in the public interest and a duty to my former care mother and aunt to do all that was possible within the system. Thus although there are similarities in the approach to a task and to life between me and My Wainwright there are significant differences. My lasting memory of is talking to Eric Robson about his wish to for his ashes to be taken to his favourite Fell something he had written about and where he had already learnt that other Fell walkers had also made it their mission, and indeed one had already done so. He loved love but did not fear death because he felt he would en in the company of friends. My mother had such faith. I wish I had.

During the day I watched two very different programmes which had engaged my attention. The first was an Antiques programme Flog It where the public had brought their items to Newcastle and then subsequently sold at Bolden. Instead of the usual visit to some country house or examination of a special antique, there was an interesting film about the Newcastle Quayside in the 1950's and the efforts to protect from a Council proposal to demolish the area and replace with modern buildings. I wish to watch again and broke off writing to download while I continued writing.

The other programme was the first round of the final of this year's Best of British Cooking in which seven chefs who won the regional finals competed to prepare one or more of four courses for an international gathering to be held at the Gherkin, All seven produced starters none of which I would select if given the choice. The judges agreed that only one was outstanding, a concoction involving a wild pigeon served on a piece of slate, gaining 29 marks out of 30, and where one aspect was healthy eating so there was no dairy content, sugar or artificial substances. The programme made me hungry so I went to my lamb stir fry with a red sweet pepper, a whole onion and a courgette with barbecued flavoured noodles masked by a chill sauce and followed by my first strawberries of the year with vanilla ice cream.

Early on in the day I decided would go for some additional compost to plant the surplus plants from the three for two trays from B and Q. However I wanted to complete correspondence which included an application to rejoin the Tyneside Cinema as a Friend. I therefore did not set off in the bright sunshine until midday and hungry took the car to Asda where I bought a three halves of prawn sandwich and then eat on the way to Wilkinson's having checked that the supermarket did not have any suitable containers. I was not disappointed at Wilkinson's for although the item was plastic it was the right size of oblong in stylish black. I debate if I would need more than one, and similarly when I resisted a two packs for £5 compost offer at the supermarket when I found I needed this later afternoon. I also bought the salad items required, some milk and bread and a frozen food offer of two ready made dishes of pasta with black olives for £2.50 and then 12 packs of 100 plastic pockets at 22 pence less than my office material supplier and of superior quality. On the way back from Wilkinson I had bought two good size cartons of strawberries and a large packet of grapes for under £2, I had also called in at the computer shop to ask about cables to connect the computer to the TV so I can watch the recorded on line programmes missed when they are first shown.

On return I quickly discovered that I should have doubled up the plant containers and then the compost which resulted in making two trips late afternoon. I decided to leave the clearing up until the morning. I will also left until tomorrow writing about this evening's first part of Waking the Dead, except to say that I suspect Boyd's son Like is not dead, as he had not been to the mortuary to collect and therefore identify the body. The programme distressed me greatly because of aspects of the main subject of the film and it was only by staying up and writing although tired that I worked through the pain and the sadness of the fictionalised experiences of others what I knew was a reality to many.

1377 Carandiru Prison experiences

Once upon a time all I wanted to do was to write something meaningful about the nature of the prison experience. I wrote a play which I sent to the English Stage Company at the Royal Court Theatre and their readers thought the writing to be of interest and wanted to have whatever else I had written, I had not.

I was then invited to chair a group of ex prisoners involved with the Peace Movement under the auspices of the Prison Reform Council with Lord Stonham as our Chairman. Our report, Inside Story 100 suggestions for Penal Reform, was well received as sensible and practical and we had an important meeting with the Lord Jellicoe, then Minister of State at the Home Officer and was followed by a debate in the House of Lords initiated by Lord Stonham. Later I studied Criminology at Oxford University. I provided views to the Royal Commission on Prison Reform and over the years I detached myself emotionally from the experience but whenever I encounter a film or documentary about prison life I relive aspects of my time. British prison experience used to be very British. I would be surprised if this was so today.

Thus it was so, the reliving of previous experience, this afternoon, as I watched the Brazilian film Carandiru, at San Paulo, Brazil. It was built in the 1920's and a 1929 silent film shows a clean organised prison with the emphasis on training, learning and work and the impression of a more productive environment that the British system some thirty years later which still had not been able to grasp that constructive work, further education and training and attending to psychological and emotional problems was the solution achieving reformation and rehabilitation. I remember some that when I said something about this, or wrote something to the same effect someone published letter criticising the approach reminding that I too had been a prisoner and thus underlining the point I was making that I and others who had taken political action had also broken the law and would need help to adjust to life afterwards. I received that help in different forms but most others do not, or the help they receive is inadequate to undo the layers anti social antisocial attitudes and experience beforehand.

In 1989 a young Brazilian doctor, Drauzio Vereliam, volunteered to visit Carandiru prison to undertake checks for HIV and returned to monitor and assist the prisons until 2001, subsequently becoming influential and writing about his experience, Estacao Carandiru (Carandiru Station). The establishment had become the largest of its kind in South America with 8000 inmates overflowing a capacity for half that number. It was also became a prison like no other in the UK with prisoners running the inside of the jail with gangs, rituals and its own justice system. Some lived well with everything from drugs, TV, personalised food and conjugal visits. There were many killers, some multiple, rapists, violent thieves and extortionists. The film, Carandiru is loosely based on the book by Dr Vereliam and which fictionalised the already fictionalised characters and which attempts to indicate some of the underlying forces which led to a riot in one block on Friday October 2nd, 1992, and where in the film version the men are shown as responding to the call of the governor to lay down their weapons and returned to their cells, after which the riot police then massacred 102 of the prisoners with their guns and further nine prisoners were killed by being stabbed by other prisoners. There is one stabbing shown in the film, before the riot.

The prison governor was original sentenced to 620 years in prison for his handling of the rebellion and massacre but this was overturned on the grounds that he was only following orders. He was subsequently assassinated for something said to be unrelated. While the massacre was rightly condemned, the film shows that the majority of those involved in the riot were the scum of Brazil who had never shown any mercy for their countless victims and afterwards many of the survivors formed themselves into a criminal terrorist organisation called First Command of the Capital and wielded extensive power until the authorities commenced to break up the culture which developed. The prison was closed in 2002 and the DVD shows footage of the infamous buildings being blown up. The film was shown as Cannes and other festivals and then at art cinema houses with some critical acclaim. It is a long film over two hours and provides some insight into modern day Brazilian Culture alongside other films such as City of God.

Talking of art house cinemas until this month Newcastle had makeshift art deco art film theatre and which has been closed over two years while major structural changes were made and during this time patrons made do with a one screen theatre within the old Gateshead Town Hall across the river Tyne. The older building had a Coffee room which became a good meeting place and there was also a separate street level bar café. There were several internal theatres of varying sizes and on the lower it was possible hear the metro trains rumble under the city centre. The first booklet about the reopening cinema this week suggests we now have an venue on a par with anything in London. There are now four screens and three food and a drink areas in the enlarged building, developed as part of he initiative which had hoped to see Newcastle Gateshead the European City of Culture, with the creation of the Baltic Contemporary art centre, the creation of the Sage world class music centre and the redevelopment of the Theatre Royal to be able take international level productions involving, musicals, dance and opera. One of the screens with sixty seats and its own bar sounds extra special with leather settee chairs and costs between £9 and £10 a ticket for an adult but with concessions being an OAP and a Friend the price reduces by £2. There are also concessions for the other screens lowering the price to £4.35 and £5.35. There is also a once a week over sixties daytime club for £3. The former Street level bar has expanded into a pavement café bar, and the former coffee rooms has returned, better with longer opening hours and a new bar created with drinks and snacks which can be taken to the Roxy and Electra Screens. The new Classic circle has its own private bar. I am looking forward to making a visit later in the week.

Sunday was otherwise a day of rest enjoying the last glass of Duca Petraccone Primitivio 2005 from Italy, not regarded as a good year for Italian wine generally because of the extensive rain which occurred during the late growing season, with the exception of Scilly and the Pulgia region where this wine is from. It accompanied some minted shoulder of lamb which I was tempted to eat the whole mini joint but held back for a stir fry today. There was also a prawn salad for the evening with the last of the Apple Strudel and ice cream. Back to fruit fruit and fruit.

The cricket was disappointing despite a full day but I enjoyed a repeat of Spooks especially as it reinforced my understanding that when the special service needs to go beyond the law it uses "Clean Skins" operatives where there will be no linking trace if things go wrong and they are caught. In fact I enjoyed this episode which involved using a 14 year old black whiz kid with a photographic memory, an ability to bring in or out of anything and plenty of individual attitude to steal from the French a clean missile which disabled all electronics within is radius which was about to be sold off by a rogue operative to the Chinese. It was more enjoyable even than Lost which takes the storyline closer to the final season, This week's episode ended with Locke being set the task of saving the Island by moving it!

I also decided not to wait to make up the new wicker hanging baskets transferring the Petunias from the green tub baskets but filling the centres with Mimulus Mystic Trifle Mix and Hurrah Peach Sorbet Mix of Petunias, and then also filling the centres of two of the green tubs which have a Fountain mix of Trailing Lobelia. These three large trays of plants were available for £9 whereas had I bought just the two trays needed they would have cost £8. However this does mean I am one long container short. I also have to fix the green tubs to their new position so another visit to Asda or BQ is required, but either way I will walk as it is a fine morning.

1376 The Three burials of Melquiades Estrada and dreams

The day, May 16th, 2008, commenced with a prolonged vivid waking dream whose features I continued to remember throughout the day. The theme was familiar but there were two new aspects. The new feature was the location. A new luxury civic recreational centre but in a complex underground location of many levels. I was one of several visitors viewing the new development although I became separated from the others and although the facilities were staffed and the restaurants were full of food, there were no paying customers. As is the norm in such dreams when I managed to find my way out of the it was to somewhere strange some distance from where I had been and wanted to return. Often there is no transport immediately available, or it is going in the wrong direction but in this instance there was a bus which arrived but I could not find my bus pass, fumbling the card holder to the extent that the bus was driven off without me as I woke fully and needed to get up. That I had been left was my fault, as always is the situation.

There is a slim connection with film of the day, the Three Burials of Melquiades Estrada, the film directed as well as starring Tommy Lee Jones. The film was also about a search and struggle which turns out very differently from what had been anticipated. As with my daily writings the film asks the question, what is it about? What does its Director hope to achieve for himself as the creator and for the audience. There is little purpose to this film from the audience viewpoint unless you are an Hispanic American, or want to be an Hispanic American, or you are a southern cowboy, rancher or redneck who now feels alien in his own land because of the pace and nature of change. Otherwise the film is exceptionally slow paced, the action is conventional, law enforces shoot when they hear guns being shot in their direction and shoot back or beat up suspects for the hell of it; men take their women regardless of feelings and inclinations, or the women, bored housewives have flings with whoever is available trying to recapture what they had once and is only now remembered, and everyone is pessimistic about their future. So why pay good money to watch this film? Why read what I write?

You have to pay close attention and stay with the film, trying to answer the questions posed to begin to grasp the story line. It is easy to identify with Melquiades Mexican Cowhand who likes the life as a cowboy in southern Texas and therefore takes jobs close the border always at risk of being questioned by the boarder patrolman whose function is to stop migrants and who are race apart of lawmen from the local Sheriff and his men who are only interested in other local crime which needs their attention otherwise they are content to get on with the basics of life like everyone else. Melquiades has the good fortune to be offered a job by Tommy Lee as the Rancher who speaks fluent Spanish and looks more Mexican than Texan and is known around town just as Pete. Pete likes Melquiades because he works hard, shares a love of horses and appears to have more of a purpose to his life than Pete, showing him the photograph of his wife and children who live in a small village and who eh has not seen for five years. He tells Pete that if he should die before getting home he wants to be taken back to be buried and makes Pete promise to do this and Pete who finds his existence pointless gives his word.

The film is divided into three parts, with the explanation coming after Melquiades is unintentionally shot and loosely buried by a border patrol man who would have enjoyed shooting Vietnamese or beating up Iraqi's or anyone else who aint like us. When the body is discovered he is quickly reburied anonymously by the local Sheriff until Pete discovers what happened and decides to abandon his comparatively good life and become a fugitive by kidnapping the patrolman and using him to take the body back across the border to the man's wife and children.

The return, the mission, form the final third of film, when man pits himself against his demons and nature and discovers truths, some fundamental, some of no importance to anyone except the individual concerned. Of course situations are never the way people describe them to others, especially those they are close to as hopes and fears, aspirations and beliefs intermingle with the actuality. At one level the film is about my mantra, what we do and say lives with us for eternity and with anyone who has been part of our experiences, just as they and their words live with us. Irrespective of how society views and treats our sins we cannot escape them unless we find a way to forgive ourselves.

Within the past couple of weeks I have heard several politicians or political commentators refers to aspects of the book by the wife of former Prime Minister Tony Blair as too much information, which is their way of saying I have become such a stereotyped politician or political commentator that I can't cope with anything outside my box. You know the type they don't have time to read novel's or go to the cinema unless it is what everyone else talking about around the dinner table and they will have a researcher do the culture and give them a one page note. whose other functions are buying family presents and providing briefs on the party line on all the subjects where the politician has no knowledge or interest. This usually makes the researcher more powerful than the politician so they decide to become a politician and employ researchers. Most people have crib sheets about life and other people which are have been provided by their parents, the teachers, their religions and by their initial experiences of life. To jettison all this and go into life without crib sheets is frightening because of ones vulnerability to predators, especially those attracted to the weak. However experiencing life this way enables one to connect all the dots in exciting and different ways from everyone else and the pictures created become significant the more information you acquire on a particular subject.

For most of yesterday there was no inclination to work and I wanted to be engaged by others. It ahd the promise of a good day's cricket at Lords but the weather intervened so the vast numbers who are part of the hospitality circuit were able to have their expensive food and drink and watch the Cup Final, and two of the play off games which usually are of no interest to the supporters. The Cup Final as is usual was a boring game except to Portsmouth supporters who scored the only goal and clung on. The build up about the players and managers was of greater interest that the football and the sellers of the event worldwide would have been pleased by the spectacle of both sets of fans having their coloured flags. The highlight was Kathleen Jenkins leading the Welsh nation in Land of my fathers while Lesley Garret did her best to lead a limp singing of what is now only the English National Anthem, God save the Queen. The Irish have Danny Boy although technically that of Eire is The Soldier's Song and the Scots their Flowers, although Scotland the Brave and Auld Lang Syne are also contenders. Everyone was however able to unite with Abide with Me. Some producer told Alan Hanson or one for the others to say that what a great day it was for everyone and it was honest Alan Shearer who pointed out that this only applied if you won and yes Alan I do feel the pain of the penalty you missed.

One of the themes of Dr Who is that previously unexplained mysteries during the history of our planet are the product of alien intervention. This was so in last night's episode which explained why Agatha Christie disappeared for ten days with her car abandoned by a lake before turning up at a Harrogate Hotel claiming loss of memory. The cause was a giant wasp.

I do not understand why some people actually enjoy the spectacle of others making fools of themselves performing when they cannot sing, play instruments, tell jokes or otherwise entertain so I have the silent button to hand switching to sound when it looks as if someone of talent appears. One of the finds of the series is kept until the end of the programme and after two singers one aged 1 and the other fourteen the focus this week was on a young Cornish dance troupe which even got Simon excited. So overall it was a day of dissatisfaction, primarily with myself for not feeling like working. I consoled with soup because it was also a chilly day, a prawn salad, apple strudel and ice cream, half the fish platter, water melon, several cups of coffee and tea and two lots of cereal, with a salami and cheese sandwich at before bedtime. The only bright point was to raise my percentage of games won at hearts from eighteen to nineteen and move towards 20. Meanwhile in Burma, China and Africa children die because of nature and men.

Friday, 29 January 2010

1868 The personal significance of Up in the Air. The Iraq War

While the horror of Haiti continues the quantity of TV images decreases although there are amazing rescues after two weeks, a large section of the capital’s population is moved to forty organised encampments and food and water are distributed for those who have their work, are too shocked and distressed to return to some semblance of normal life, cannot afford the escalating prices, or need the aid because there is no other food available. Medical assistance has also greatly improved with concentrated effort, not just to patch up and remove pain but to also save limbs and provide other operations which will enable individuals to look after themselves and their families more effectively in the future. The task of rebuilding the economy, of demolition and reconstruction, especially of family homes and schools is at least being planned alongside he work of identifying and burying the bodies and caring and protecting the children who appear to be without families. This is an important focus given the immediate wish for families across the world to foster and adopt and the risks of child exploitation given the darker side of humanity.

Wednesday was given over to the appearance of Lord Goldsmith, the former Attorney General at the time of the Iraq War, before the Chilcot Inquiry. The questioning was excellent and comprehensive covering all the areas of concerns, interest and relevance and he being one of the outstanding lawyers and advocates of his generation was well briefed and prepared. He also came over as a thoughtful individual unlikely to be persuaded against his better judgement. and her also convinced of the unusual ability to separate his legal judgements from his personal beliefs and inclinations. I say this having had great experience of lawyers over during lifetime.

In 1960 I saw how the full force of government directed law could turned on peaceful demonstrators and then as a child care officer was appointed to attend Juvenile, Family, County and some criminal Courts between 1963 and 1968 in a County and a London Borough. In 1980 at the invitation of a local authority, acting on the advice of the Health Ministry, I participated in a panel of Inquiry into the circumstances leading to the death of a child in the community at which some fifty legal officers, QC’s barristers, solicitors and their clerks attended the opening and closing session to represent the authorities and agencies and the individual workers, while neighbours who complained and foster parents who had warned were unrepresented.
In one memorable instance a barrister argued and explained the importance of legislation designed to prevent children from entering or remaining in care as a justification for the actions of professionals in the case and when I challenged this, as a non lawyer, asking if the barrister was really say that this duty was equal to or overrode the duty to protect children in the community or when in care, it was admitted that this was a proposition, i.e. a try on.

As a senior and then chief officer working for a number of local authorities I had twenty years experience of working closely with lawyers, with some having considerable power, officially because of their role, such as in Cheshire, in the corporate management system when in their capacity as Assistant Chief executives they effectively controlled everything that was written and presented to the politicians. In other situation the power came from personality and connections. Then between 1992 and 2003 I had the experience when I found myself in the firing line or working on behalf of others and was appointed one of the leading law firms in the world, and an international human rights barrister to provide legal opinion, on a pro bono basis. These combined experiences has led to the view that most lawyers find it difficult to separate their personal beliefs, likes and prejudices from how they work, including looking to their own positions and advancement.

Lord Goldsmith could have earned vast sums of money while remaining in private practice before choosing to accept his position in the Labour administration. It is understandable that all those who opposed the war in Iraq want the inquiry to declare that British involvement was illegal, and as part of this for the inquiry to show that, The Prime Minister personally, and the Cabinet collectively, did not exert pressure for what they wanted to do to be declared legal and constitutional according to international law.

Lord Goldsmith explained at length and in detail, that there is a difference between something being lawful according the best interpretation of the rules and something being the right thing to do at the time or with the benefit of hindsight. His main contention was to go to the wording of the United Nations and which to my satisfaction he demonstrated that had the UN wanted to ensure that military action could not be taken with their approval without a further resolution then it should have said so, rather than using words which indicated their should be further consideration, which there was, although not a second resolution which would have meant the countries involved with the Security Council committing themselves to active participation. This was why France in particular was unwilling to agree to the second resolution but where representatives said in public and the first resolution provide countries with the legal means for action individual countries to intervene if they so wished. Accepting this position and that there were those who strongly disagreed and had argued accordingly at the time as well as subsequently. Lord Goldsmith faced the second major issue: why he then changed his position after several months of saying that the argument on both sides were finely balanced, and was it correct that he had been pressurised into doing so. He explained that he had been pressed to give a definitive opinion by the civil and in particular the Military who wanted to ensure that the position of the generals and the individual soldiers was covered in International law given the opposition and attempts to use the law to prevent involvement by other interests at the time. He denied categorically that pressure had been exerted by the Prime Minister directly or indirectly but said he had been influenced by what the British Ambassador to the UN had said to him on his visit there as well as by representatives of the US government. In an exchange about an earlier situation he conceded that when he had offered advice to the Prime Minister and Cabinet he had felt it was unwelcome.

This brings me to the golden rule from my personal experience. If you are a politician or a senior officer in government, either national or local, you do not seek advice on the legality of what you want to do unless you are confident what the response will be. This does not mean you do not follow the advice if it is offered unless you can persuade a modified or different opinion to be given. Such are the unwritten rules of this particular reality. Tomorrow the former Prime Minister will be in the hot seat. I expect him to come out with all cylinders firing.

From the very serious to the ridiculous having tuned back in to Big brother Celebrity House as it reaches its final stages with last night two evictions, with a surprise, resulting in Davina entering the house as a surprise replacement albeit for an hour. Much of the programme appears contrived, and orchestrated

I have been working hard on the project during the past three days as well as tackling some basic house keeping projects. I need to get back to complete at least 100 new sets of work and more so if I am to gain ground lost over the past two years. One problem is although I have lot of records in a form which enables easy conversion into sets, the material is of interest which means I then devote hours time to reading and reflecting on issues, in this instance between seven and twenty years ago, and where some like press cuttings can be become part of the public work while most should or has to remain confidential within the lifetimes of those directly involved and in some aspects longer. It remains frustrating where one has information which might help relieve genuine injustice, but could also create injustice if communicated except in highly controlled circumstances. The process is therefore challenging and at times stressful for me so a few hours at time is all that I can cope with.

I enjoyed a bacon roll in mid morning and then a cottage pie before going out for some shopping and mid afternoon cup of tea at Asda Bolden before going to see George Clooney in Up in the Air. I arrived in good time hence the cup of tea and then discovered that the start time as ten minutes later than advertised. I do not buy snacks at the cinema on principle but because of the extra time checked what was now on offer and as horrified to discover that something like a large sausage toll and fizzy drink will cost £6.20 and a standard size popcorn box with two drinks is £8.45 with another £1 if you want to go large. A circular carton of the standard Pringles crisps was £2.90, with the supermarket price £1. Three scoops of ice cream cost £4.60 and 100 grams of sweets £1.18.

The film is excellent. George Clooney plays the star employee of a company which specialises in personally advising employees of companies why they are going “to be let go”, before handing them their severance package and requesting they clear their desks and hand over their keys. He spends almost every day catching an internal flight to a USA airport, undertaking the task, staying in a hotel before moving onto the next airport and assignment. He has reduced the amount of time he spends in travelling by perfecting getting through security and becoming a favoured traveller with the same airline, car rental firm and hotel chains. His ambition is to become 7th person to travel 10 million miles with the airline which gets him a unique travel status and perks. He had also perfected the way he breaks the news and tries to help the individual cope and see a positive side to what is happening to them although he also understands it is likely to be the worse day in their lives. He is also a star turn on the motivation lecture circuit asking those attending to imagine putting all their physical possessions into a backpack and then imagining its weight which they carry on their backs until they die, similarly the impact of friends, relations and close family. The message of all this is to divest yourself as much as possible if you want to make a success of your chosen work or interest.

This of course is a bastard philosophy perpetrated by the immoral and unscrupulous capitalists, the speculative traders and bankers and such like, akin to the Hitler’s and Stalin’s of the earth world, Christian fanatics in the past, Muslim fanatics to day, that it is legitimate to kill and ruin millions, for personal profit or for some belief or objective. The idea of minimalism is that you act in the present, then move on, never looking back, divesting yourself of photos and all other reminders of past experience to enable you concentrate on the future. My philosophy is to argue the opposite. What you do and who you do it with lives with you and then, and indeed lives within others and universe for eternity. While continual dwelling on past experience is an inhibitor upon engaging in new experience, it is undesirable and counter productive to try and deny the existence of one’s past experience although for some people, confronting the past is not of helpful and can be self destructive. This is an important point in relation to the film.

The film character practices what he preaches. He has a small apartment with no personal possessions, where he spend as little time a possible and has limited contact with his married sister and a younger sister who is about to be married. He has become used to having one night casual encounters with those who share in his lifestyle, that is until he meets one woman who appears to be as well travelled, and as fun loving and casual about relationships as he is. They have such a good time that they immediately try and find out when it might be possible for them to have a night together during their ceaseless travelling schedules.

Then two events occur which threaten to bring his lifestyle to a shattering halt. All the employees of the firm are brought back to HQ at the same time where the Chief Executive Officer announces that following the recruitment of a new trainee he has decided to implement a cost saving idea of undertaking the severance interview via a web can internet link thus reducing gravel and accommodation cost by 85%. The film does not disclose the back story of such an enterprise where senior executives of the firm will meet with the owners to negotiate the particular contract and obtains details for the particular severance package for the material to be printed together with any relocation information provided. Obviously by doing this aspect by teleconferencing it would be the logical step in further reducing costs.

This development not only threatens his way of life but undermines the ability to respond to each individual in as humane a way as practical. He demonstrates to the creator of the idea the limitations of her proposal with the consequence that he is forced to take her on the road with him to demonstrate the reality. She quickly discovers her limitations and he discovers her motivation. She was an exceptional business major who could have had the pick of offers made to her. However she chose the job because it appeared the best opportunity in the city where her fiancée lived and obviously the stay home idea was a high priority to her ambition to become a wife with a settled home and children. This falls apart when the boyfriend cannot cope with her constant absence and to cheer her up and to educate her on the realities of relationships and life in general they crash a corporate shindig together with the same casual relationship mentioned earlier. The relationship with this woman develops to the extent that he invites her to the family wedding where the groom gets cold feet and he is given the task of persuading the young man to change his mind. The wedding takes places and they have such a great weekend that he begins to change his philosophy and finds he can no longer go through with a seminar on his philosophy, walking out and taking the plane to ask the woman to settle down with him, now that the firm has decided to go ahead with the telelink approach.

To his shock he finds she is married with a family and the casual relationships and weekend break away was nothing more than escapism. To make matters worse he is awarded the 10th million traveller card on his way home and this only swerves to underline the falsity of his way of life until then and the enormity of the rejection.

However it is not all bad news for him because someone the young trainee interviewed has committed suicide and she resigns, paving the way for the telelink idea should be postponed so his way of life is restored although his feelings and understanding about the way of life has significantly and irrevocably changed. . He uses a million of his accumulated air miles to buy two round the world tickets for his younger sister and her husband and he gives the former trainee a reference which makes sure she is able to get her first choice occupational preference. It is sad ending for someone who does not set out to do harm and indeed in the postscript which many will consider odd, as several of those who he delivered the sack notice, admit they survived because they realised what was important to them was their loving and supportive relationships

It is obviously not as simple as that. I had reconstructed my personality and beingness through my work and therefore the loss of the work, prematurely, affected my being greatly, however although if took several years I eventually was able to realise myself more fully in a very different way.

Sunday, 24 January 2010

1865 Fantasy Life: Avatar and Babylon 5

Friday January 22nd 2010 became supreme fantasy day with a visit to see Avator and the lines drawn in Babylon 5. I was well prepared for the film and managed to get to the first showing of the day at 12.40 Cineworld Bolden where my seat voucher was accepted plus £1.80 for the 3D and 80p for the special glasses which one can keep. On my first visit to contemporary 3D after decades passing since the use of hand held cardboard with a red and green lenses I had paid the additional fees at the Dome Odeon in London and the glasses had to be handed back. There was also a significant improvement in the process as the screen size did not altar and the depth of viewing and the proximity to projectiles was significantly better. I was therefore greatly impressed with the 3D process.

The film was also publicised as the new benchmark for creating lifelike colourful and movement animation. The film lives up to expectation and is worth the ticket money for the combined experience. But what of Avatar as a film? Lasting two and half hour you are projected into a different world, actually onto a different planet and a conventional story of anti US militarism, colonialism and international corporation capitalism versus environmentalism and nature. Only the bankers were absent although greedy shareholders were not.

The concept was brilliant. A government supported with the latest weaponry mining corporation was moving over a planet stealing essential minerals by force of arms and exterminating the natives if they proved unwilling to get out of the way, but like the USA did to native Americans, the Brits to Africa and Asia, Australians to the aborigines, the Spanish to middle and Latin America, the Romans to Europe and the Middle East, China is doing now. The Russians and Germans were more ideological wanting totalitarian domination as well as economic wealth, as were the Catholics and the Muslims. And as with all conquering and exploiting races you begin with offering colourful beads and education. The brilliant part was create a creature with the same physical characteristics as the natives, a blue skinned lithe humanoid with a mane and tail and of great agility in terms of climbing and crossing the narrowest of pathways suspended at fantastical heights, but controlled by a human being who experienced everything that happened while encased in a communications pod within the breathable confines of the space station. The atmosphere on the planet is such that without breathing apparatus you not survive within a few minutes.

Sigourney Weaver is the Chief Scientist heading the contact project who before the film story commences had failed in an attempt to persuade the people to cooperate with the exploitation and semi destruction of their planet by through her own Avatar making contact and living with one of the tribes and learning each other’s languages. The tribes are primitive in wearing the briefest of clothing for functional purposes and film audiences, and use bows and arrow for hunting and protection from hostile creatures with whom they share the planet. However they are sophisticated in their understanding of nature and its interconnectivity. They have a unique ability to bond with creatures, such as a form of horses and a prehistoric type of bird. They are also able to connect with each other and their ancestors through a special kind of tree and they have respect for all life so that when they kill a creature for food or in self defence they and give thanks and mourn the passing. I was reminded by the work of James Burke and his book Connections.

The enterprise is run by a weak chief executive which is unlikely, and the worst kind of redneck general which is again unlikely, and the weaponry which includes large robotic vehicles for individuals and the helicopters and gun craft are all heavy metalled and cumbersome which is again unlikely. The story line is laboured and predictable and the script is basic. Some of the action sequences were self indulgent attempts to show what the latest film technological advances can do.

Jake Sully, played by Sam Worthington, is a loyal American serviceman who has lost the use of his legs in a campaign and comes out to the planet to replace his twin brother who had been trained to use the Avatar already in preparation. He has no difficulty in accepting the request to keep the General constantly updated with intelligence about the tribe to which he becomes attached and he also quickly gains the confidence of the science director. His first trip into the new world nearly ends quickly in disaster but he is rescued by the daughter of the head of the tribe after he appears to have a special connection with the environment and about which she is anxious to report to her parents. Her brother and the man she is expected to mate are hostile to the new arrival especially when the mother who is a kind of spiritual mentor assigns her daughter to educate the Jake Avator in their ways. He provides the kind of entree which the science director and the military have been seeking and both give him considerable leeway during a three month period to persuade the tribe to move to a different area as the corporation wants to mine the minerals which happen to be located under their homeland a giant tree within which they live. In order not to be under the daily control of the military and the corporation executives Sigourney moves the control centre for herself and Jake onto one of the floating mountains which is another of cinematic tricks in the film. Understandably working on daily basis in such proximity with the daughter of the tribal leader they become attracted and as is often the position of those who work undercover with a group or cult for any length of time the begins to identify with their comrades vales and objectives rather than retaining those of their employers or their own culture.

The situation comes to a head when the corporation starts to move onto the tribes immediate homeland without notice when their plea to be allowed to persuade the tribe to move is agreed but quickly fails, the General moves in to destroy the tree and then when the tribe supported by others resists, the General gets permission to bomb them and their home land especially the sacred tree of their ancestors. There is then a dramatic encounter between the highly organised and equipped military forces and the guerrilla forces led by the Avator who has admitted his original purpose and been ostracised until he manages to bond and harness the greatest bird in the sky as a symbol that he has the will and the ability to help them combat the corporation. There is then a battle of skill and wits in which the tribe are supported by creatures previously their enemies. When Sigourney is fatally wounded there is an attempt to transfer her psyche into the Avatar to make it an independent functioning member of the society but she is too weak although her being is incorporated into the tree. After they have successfully beaten the earth force in battle and driven back to their dying planet Jake successfully transmute from his disabled body in a fully functioning member of the tribe as the consort of the leader’s daughter.

The film has been long in the making with an initial script outline in 1994 and planning for production in 1999 but held back when the Director James Cameron of Titanic realised the technology was not yet available to realise the project as conceived, The film having reputedly cost half a billion dollars to produce and already raised a one billion presently running second to his previous epic Titanic. Two sequels are already planned with the usual spin offs of books, toys, including computer games DVD’s special Director’s editions and so on. Others will also seek ways to use the new technology and Sky has announced it is bringing 3D to TV.

Babylon 5 reached the point in the whole series when the two demarcations lines are drawn: Dust to Dust. Exogenesis, Message from Earth, Point of No Return, and Severed Dreams are episodes 6 to 10 of the third season. Dust to dust is a divertissement with a purpose. The Dust in question is similar to manufactured Promicin of the 4400, in this instance to create telepathic powers. The head Psi Corps investigator comes to Babylon aware that a large quantity of the drug is being traded and requires the help of the Commander. Sheridan who agrees but enlists the help of Minbari telepaths to bloc the agent‘s use of his power during the investigation. What is not discovered is that the shipment has been ordered by G’Kar and he uses a sample on Londo to establish his role in the recent war. He also has a revelation about the future following the intervention of Ambassador Kosh. Finding about Londo’s role leads him to physically assault the Narn Ambassador which leads to his confinement for two months. With the help of Security Chief Garibaldi Psi Corps are able to stop the transaction and recover the Dust and where outside the main action the audience learns Psi Corp had developed as part of its bid to gain power within the Earth Alliance. This is not the first time that audience is provided with information which the Babylon management team is yet to learn.

A second divertissement is Exogenesis in which the main story concerns an ancient civilization of beings, the Vindrizi whose primary functions is become personal recordings of all the information that has gone before. Their physical form is small so they inhabit willing hosts to travel the universe and on Babylon have offered a future to members of the underclass, and as in the 4400 not everyone is a suitable host.

In order to assess the suitability of someone appointed to the senior command, Ivanova, invites him to her quarters for a get to know you session suitability to become a member of the Conspiracy of Light. He is unsure of the nature of the invitation and brings some flowers which he pretends he found. Ivanova decides that he should not be invited into the Conspiracy and that the flowers were bought by Marcus who has been trying to date her.

In Messages from Earth, Marcus who has become the senior Ranger brings a member for the former Interplanetary Expeditions to explain that when working on Mars a space craft was uncovered which was of a construction that had not been seen before. From her description it is evident this was a Shadows Craft and that a few days later another arrived and both ships disappeared. She and the tam were ordered by Earth to keep what happened secret and since then the other members of the team has met their deaths and she was under constant threat. Now another vessel has been uncovered and earth force plans for a human to merge into the craft and then use it. Sheridan takes the Whitestar, the Minbari donated craft, to try and prevent Earth from making use of the Shadow Craft. Unfortunately they arrived just as the Earth pilot attempts to gain control but he is has not been adequately prepared and loses control of the craft which becomes unstable but still ale to destroy the base where it was located and to pursue the Whitestar. It is only a clever manoeuvre which prevents their destruction and which causes the destruction of the Shadow enemy. However before they can escape they encounter an earth ship which orders them to surrender and they have to make another speculative manoeuvre to get back to the Space Station. The episode includes a scene which marks growing intimacy in the relationship between Delenn and Sheridan. He speak of his childhood and as a young man studying who found rain on the roof as a way of getting to sleep when he was tense and before one important examination his father had got a hose to create the effect of rain on the roof.

Back on the space station the Nightwatch are being prepared for developments ahead and members asked to report anything suspicious about anyone whatever their position on the station. The absence of Sheridan from the station for several days is noted.

In Point of No Return the Earth Government announces a state of emergency and that Nightwatch is to take control of the security on Babylon 5 and that only vetted members of Nightwatch can become Members, thus posing a challenge for Garibaldi and some of the others although the majority sign on despite Garibaldi’s pleas and he is deposed and his deputy placed in charge. When Sheridan is ordered to comply, his superior puts it in terms which enables the Commander to work out that as the Order came via the political office, it was unconstitutional and with the help of G’Kar and his Narns they capture the Nightwatch Security, disarm and hold them in custody, knowing that they only have a matter of days before those on Earth regularise the position and give Sheridan a legitimate order and raise further issues about his loyalty to the new order.

General Hague announces his opposition and has commenced a counter coup with some support of other Earth space ships. The Senators barricade themselves after being abolished calling in the population to act as a human shield As a second story London who is tormented by his dreams has invited a wife of the former head of the Centauri on a visit to the station and she immediately wants to know his real purpose. He admit that he wants her to use her special powers to foresee his future. She agrees to do this at the end of the visit. She pleases Londo by saying that she does foresee him becoming the head of state, but she then shocks him and his former assistant Vir, even more so, by adding that he too will also become head of state with one following the other after the first has died. Prior to this Vir had returned to Babylon 5 on a visit from his special posting to Minbari. He is seeking Londo’s advice on his factually accurate report on the cultural and educations standards of the Minbari. The moral of the people and there general state. London wants Vir to fundamentally change the report because it is not what the new leadership would want to hear. After the news of Vir’s future he becomes suspicious and hostile towards his former assistant and friend. Vir is bemused by the prediction that he will become the Emperor

In the last episode of the week, there is open revolt against the new Earth Dictatorship among the colonial outposts and by General Hague and a small contingent of space fighting craft. After a battle between the forces, the General’s ship comes to Babylon for repairs, announcing that the General has died in the battle. The Earth Force has began to bomb Mars who are refusing to accept the orders of the new regime.

Coinciding with the developing crisis Delenn is informed that the Shadows are on the move and enlisting support from non aligned races and returns to the Minbar to speak to the ruling Grey Council of which she was a member for over a decade. They refuse to give her a hearing so she insists. Meanwhile Earth has sent a force to apprehend the General’s ship and take command of the Space Station. Sheridan debates what to do and consults his father back on Earth who tells him to follow his conscience and while not starting any conflict to make sure he is the one to finish. The station with the help of the General’s ship and its defence force repels the attack, but just when they breathe a sigh of relief, a further Earth battle group arrives and as Sheridan realises they have failed and will have to surrender, Delenn arrives with four Minbari fighting ships advises the Earth force to withdraw, reminding them that only one Commander managed to defeat a Minbari ship in the war, and that he was Commander Sheridan. They wisely withdraw.
The Commander announces that the station has become Independent of Earth and will allows anyone who wishes to leave to do so, including Nightwatch supporters. The Commander explains why the action ahs been taken and thus the battle lines for the future have been drawn

On earth in the reality of today, the Home Office has announced the second highest rate of alertness, which means a Terrorist attack is likely. The highest level is when an attack is known to be imminent. Fact frequently follows fantasy.